Failure

This is my entry for the ONE WORD Contest.
  All Mediums Contest: One WordContest Announcement
Dear members,
I am pleased to announce another all mediums contest projecteducate is hosting for the coming month. Please carefully read all the details below to find out how to enter!
The Prompt:
We often find that a piece of art can be described with one word, one word that encapsulates everything about it. For this contest, we'd like to challenge you to approach this notion in the reverse order. We'd like you to pick one word, and create a piece of art around that word. Pick the word first, then decide what you could create to turn that word into an entire piece of art.

Important Guidelines:
We will absolutely favor those who choose descriptive or symbolic words (i.e: nefarious, serendipity, ethereal, iridescent, epiphany, etc) and create a whole piece around that word rather than more literal cases like painting a dog and using the word "dog" or writing a poem about loss and using the word "loss". The more th

Do you know that feeling of trying hard and failing every single time with something you love?